REGRET-ing...

gee..i think i should accept and go play badminton with zaizai and oren tan at starplus de..but i didn't go.. =[ cause..i don't really like badminton so much..give me choose..i will choose play basketball..haha..don't know why..i like a boy boy lerh xP want guitar want basketball.. [ my mom say me tom boy de =X ] gee..i want learn mai piano TT hng..regret for no going to play badminton today nia..miss so damn many thing..er..i missed scout meeting as eric today morning suddenly sms me got meeting that i just wake up and saw that the time already near..my mom won't fetch me go to school as she will scold many, blame many, nag many, say i only will be so good when want go out bla bla bla..zz..i don't even want to be a good girl in house lorh..i don't want to be a baby girl as it is too good..hehe..then i think i miss the chance to play with scouts them after meeting TT cause i think we will go and play again in auntie's shop / playground or play basketball de..lolz..i even miss a chance that kim min call me out to play basketball.. TT basketball lerh man.. BASKETBALL!! B-A-S-K-E-T-B-A-L-L.. i sot plak liao..learn dou sot plak di_ccf =D now chatting with him nia~so..bb =D haha..

NOOB DAYS

boring boring..boring holidays =[ so boring and nothing to do at all..grr..good that i bought a DIY thinggy again..last time was ice cream and this time is cake =D lolz..last time got a cup therefore ugly also can't see but this time no cup nia = nothing cover TT but..i do believe in myself that i can do it good =D eh..last time geh finish it rush in one night de lerh.. = = so only lose de.. f3 [ finding excuses keh? no larh..real de.. ] lame holidays TT i have nothing to do at all..well..summary for what i did these days..

1124_hang out with boon and xhui to midvalley * OMG..midv again.. * to watch 2012..kinda boring today.. =[ keep get hap by those two TT so bad..2 v 1..dua hap satu TT i fight with xhui in ktm =X wakaka..scratch each other xP hng..who call she took my phone.. =X then boon sure will say " who call you snap our pics " grr..she help xhui only larh..don't want bother them already..hng..my hand now still got wound de lerh.. TT

1125_went scouting meeting..but i late * again? * TT thanks eric for accompany me larh..he bring me into scout room =D er..then we went playground..711..then met up with other scout that come out from cc..then see toh and doraemon join we two and we go to auntie's shop..have a lot of funny actions there..went mamak opposite of auntie's shop for lunch..and eric went home to have lunch with his grandma..so..we three went playground to play..i actually want to play basketball de..but there have people already..went in school that i think we can play in school's basketball field but get called off by mr.thangga = = lame..just went in and chat with form 5 seniors and not about 5 minute then get called for wanting us to go out..so..we three went to playground to play..OMG..i think many parent think we are bad student already =X cause..er..i think i am not going to talk about it.. =X

1126_went to a factory..lame larh that guy..say got 1000+ guitar..but i went and saw don't know got 30 type bo..zzz..lame guy...at last..i still didn't get my own guitar =[ no guitar that i like..got is got de..but 1300+..not in that lame people's factory..is at my music class there =D jusco_yamaha..

1127_lame day..so boring..keep blame by those damnful people..sienz larh..blame so many for what.. damn you..zzz..you blame so many and you think i will listen to you? NO!! NO NO NO!! NO FOREVER!! if you are my teacher / friends then maybe..but for family.. NONONO..no blaming please if not i really will get out from this house one day then you know..hng..don't nag me anymore or you will lost a daughter for that..and..don't you ever force me..you will regret for it..remember..yea..i abnormal..cause i too clever i am a genius [ OMG..perasan.. ] i sleep till noon very abnormal merh?many people did so larh..and did you know when i sleep in the night? no..i didn't sleep in the night..!! but the early morning that around 6/ 7+ !! shit and hell you..shut up larh..!!! you blame / nag or force me more i gonna do it worse than before!!


those what i did in these days..lolz..i think i would like next month..? cause..er..1207 we are going back to school to take our result..then i will met up with my dear beloved friends =D wee~ then i gonna went to johor as my aunts are getting in to their new house and i won't be online for around 1211 till 1215.. =[ maybe can on..in cc..? O.O then i gonna went for a camp =D wee~yapee~camp lerh xP that in 1219 till 1222..in smk kb only = = lame..but i can get out from the house and enjoy the days with friends i will be happy le~ =D enjoy myself xP then maybe celebrate bryan's birthday..i sure i will enjoy the days with friends =] then is christmas lerh =D don't know can celebrate it with friends or not lerh? i was wishing for it de =] cause i can have fun and make more sweet memory with friends =] then i will help koperasi to sell things in 1231 =] wee~another day to met up with friends xP and also..i sure i can get more friends there.. =] i am so friendly de xP then..go out and count down with friends? xP hahaha..as we [ me, js, zaizai, sy ] said that count down together..and i say go school field..till 7 =D then zaizai so bad..say if got polis come and catch us then call me say thing..gee..i think i will say we want watch falling stars.. =D [ yea..i know it passed.. ] lolz..and here the conversation for me and uncle police =D

kenapa kamu semua di sini?

we want see falling star..

har..? apalah ni..sudah lepas lah..

har..? yor.. never mind larh.. 
then act sad and go away =D ya.. i know i pro xP wakaka..paiseh for this long post..cause i have nothing to do at all only post so long so many crap de.. [ i always so free and post so long what = = ]

THE STUPID HOLIDAYS FINALLY START

stupid holidays stupid holidays stupid holidays f5 i want get insane with friend !! now!! as miss yong said..i want what then i should get it..now..so..now..i want..holidays !! you siam !! heard it ? lolz..why i don't post on friday lerh? cause friday holidays haven't start..why i don't like post on noon / night lerh? cause i like midnight 2 am till early morning 7.30 am only = = then i only go sleep after it =D no one know [ parents ] lerh xP f3 noob..haha..boon geng also xP she thursday-friday midnight same as me lerh xP no sleep also xP she 5/6++ am online nia O.O lolz..surprise to see her online so late..haha..paiseh arh..the last post is she call me post longer de..she say the last day of form 2 memory shouldn't be so short..so i post the longer post..lolz.. eh..boon..you so ma fan de zek xP call mai me post word bigger also = = still want me add pics..lolz..so many command de xP me_da pro trouble maker, hy let u command de merh..? haha..paiseh..as the time problem..can't post more pics..may post one post that full of pics one day.. =] after i get more pics? after posting..i off my comp and i get into my room..when i get up to my room..i was staring at the window..snap pic again xP the sky so nice =] i less wake up in the early morning de..hehe..no wake up so early..but got so late sleep xP sms boon..ask her why she so late no sleep..and guess what? " i count money and see primary thing marh.." lolz..zadao rite? xP oi boon..pei..and more that got take pics and videos de..i want pics and videos lerh..send me one day please =] thanks~ xP

THE LAST DAY OF FORM 2 STUDENT'S LIFE

wuu.. TT so sad.. bye bye le..2A 2B 2C 2D 2G..bye bye seniors..bye bye afternoon class life and teachers..so sad..? don't know..don't feel like crying..just..deep in my heart hurt..i didn't meet many form 5 seniors today..didn't have a chance to say bye bye to them..today..we have fun in school..play phone snap pic till bored..lolz..can imagine how fast we get bored on something that doesn't change..so..let us bring phone to school..our beloved 2C also fast get bored and will concentrate to the lesson de..teachers..don't scare that we will only concentrate to the phones and doesn't listen to you..we won't de.. =D

we did have a lot of fun for today's activity..we, 2C..enjoyed it..we..enjoyed the time with each other..yea..we just like one big big family..today..we [ me and xhui ] go around the whole school [ not included the SPM examination place ] to give out the muffins that made by xhui, yoyoman, zaizai, poh yee and oren tan to teachers..so bad de lorh..do cake no call me..xhui say i will put poison in it nia.. TT 


yea..i was late for school today..thanks for sook yee from 2G for lending me a hand =] i was late and i met her [ her class in makmal.. ] she help me took those books to my class xP thanks ya~love you =] muackz~so funny when get into class..haha..kim min said my face was all red when getting in..my sn teacher_cik khodijah was calling and telling all the 2C students to return books..i put my bag then saw my table have so many things = = lolz..it was those muffins and cakes..sei xhui, sei yoyoman, sei poh yee and sei oren tan f5..! i was laughing that i late..so embarrassed? xP no..so funny only.. i took 1 muffin and eat then xhui was telling that " oh..you that one is we use leg to do de " and then i can't stop laughing mad and even spit it out.. = = i know that she was joking but it was just too funny!! after eating the muffin and laughing mad..i take out my phone to take pic =] eheh..i am not the one who teach bad the others..is xhui start take her phone and call poy de xP i took cik khodijah's pic.. =] while she is telling the others how to put this how to put that xP cik khodijah was so cute xP as i am taking pic..i didn't look at my back..and suddenly she was like " eh..gan..gan hui yi..!!! " then i look to my back..OMG..! thangga was here xP haha..thanks..cik khodijah =]  a cute teacher also.. =] love you? xP ya..i did love every teachers and friends..i love school also =] oi..sei eric..why call me out to scout room = = f3..lolz..you see you see!! let ou yang and his girl friend say we are a pair again f5

chocolate cake =]

muffins that can't eat die people

me and boon do geh..pertandingan menjahit..i lose..

judge = xhui..strawberry = boon..mine = coffee

who's place was that??? so luan.. [ mine and xhui of course ]

the most luan geh place xP see? so many things on my table = =

bao bao =D she know de..don't think i bully her = =

lolz..i and xhui gone out to give out the muffins to teachers that we met up..haha..so cute..lolz..those teachers..some was full..some was not well..they tell me that their problem and they can't eat..then i was like " yer~ teacher arh~ but 2C made it.. have a try.. " then all those teacher who tell me those excuses listen to me and have a taste on it xP lolz..for example..miss yong_yang lao shi..she was not well as she was " hou long tong " she say she will like to take pic of it then when she was hungry and took the pic out and imagine that she had eat it..then i keep calling her to have one and she said " you want what then you must get it de hor? " " ya larh~ xP " then she finally get one =D lolz..still want take my pic..? ble~ haha.. who cares that wonder you are same with me that want what must get or what xP don't let you take xP hehe.. all teacher was polite =] all got say thank you de xP haha..i was polite too =D i will say welcome de xP haha..holy sweet's memory =] and all the teachers were surprise that the muffins and cakes were we, 2C homemade de and some was funny also xP haha..think me selling is it ? i am a scout xP bukan pandu yang berjual cookies / muffins and whatever stuff xP haha..xhui tell me this de..she say we look like pandu that selling things nia xP 


gee..sweat pn ting..we gone to UBK and give her the muffin too =] got people inside.. = = a mother and her daughter that still study in primary school de..how i know? cause she was wearing the primary school's uniform..xhui told me to ask the mother that whether she want to have a try of the muffins or not so i asked.. " oh..no thanks..but she will like to have one " * pointing at her daughter that wearing her shoes * so i kneel down and gave her a muffin after she finish tiding her shoes.. = = she was a polite girl that say thank you to me =] well..i reply back welcome =P how polite i am..i ask pn ting that whether she would like to have a taste on the muffin or not and she give me excuse = = lolz..use my skill~ " yor..but teacher..this is 2C made one lerh " then she have one also xP guai~ haha..i too pro =] gee..sweat larh her..still want ask is who make one..ask many = = got some teacher did that also larh.. f3 then she was the most sweat one..she even ask me and xhui for help..she ask us that are we free and she ask us to help her in typing thing..holy sweat i tell you! today was the last day of our form 2 and she ask for help from us..i want to enjoy this day with my dear beloved friends nia..so i say " er..after we give out those muffins to the teacher gua.. " we met eric [ he no school don't know why come school.. = = ] call him go help pn ting xP thanks eric~ xP gone in bilik guru, bilik disiplin, pejabat, UBK, 2A, 2C, 2G to give out those muffins and cakes..mej zalifa and pn ngoi are cute teachers also..pn ngoi when getting the muffin " this got put poison in it o not arh? later i ate will i listen to you? " cute lerh~ xP 
 

* mej zalifa yellow i green.. *

teacher..want have a muffin? 2C made it =]

oh gan! but i was eating..and i made cake too!

yer~teacher arh..have a try on it larh..2C made it..

oh..ok larh..then you also need to have a try on my cake..

oh ok..later larh xP

no..now..later kamu tipu saya punnya

tak ada tipu punnya larh..

arh..kamu cakap punnya arh..

but at last i also no go take and have a try on it xP it is ok u call me send something to someone..but not really ok if you call me to take something from someone = = f3..paiseh de lerh xP then went canteen to borrow a knife xP cik khodijah let us go borrow de xP in canteen..

kak..can borrow knife tak?

huh? pinjam pisau? tak ada lah.. bahaya kamu tau?

bla bla bla..then xhui and i decide to use a fork / chopstick / spoon to cut the cake..f3..and at last..i stole a fork f5!! OMG!! no see before lerh..one fork also want steal ?! back to class..cheh..our class ate jor muffins de..i still think that haven't give out to our friends yet tim..we did give some to 2A =] yea..we kind..we sharing person xP haha..cut dou very ugly..neh..ping and boon lorh.. f5.. well..still left one cake..OMG..so full..and * riinnggg * it was recess now..too full xP haha..we brought the cake to canteen stairs there..can't go chalet =[ start eat and chat chat chat..then suddenly a prefect come to call us go canteen..here i come agin xP " why we need to go canteen?who say one??? " then he replied.. " mej zalifa said so..if you don't believe then you can go ask her " " oh..ok.. " then i was walking to laman maluri and i still can hear boon and xhui laughing mad " hahaha..he stupid till call hui yi go..!!eh hui yi..waste more time arh~ " f3..ya..i sure will xP well..it was because those form 5 students were sitting for exam bla bla bla..hey..i was wondering..i eat at laman bacaan got what problem = = same what..well..when i gone back i saw they had move out..to near canteen geh place..still at stairs xP er..canteen between fence of the building there..quite good place..still can snap pics xP haha..

ping!! mouth open so big for what?? no more cake for you!! f5

look at what? so serious? ya..i know ping mouth big..[ jk ]

2 pps =] green shirt with green leaf background?

below green shirt guys = toong and queen =D

behind them all = 2A boys? O.O

oi..what you doing? fight arh? some see show????

OMG..still got cake and we can't eat anymore =[ so xhui and boon decide to give it out to kean tong them..they call me give and i was like ok..then when walk till makmal they get the cake from me and gave it to kean tong [ he stand at the door there ] and say that " hui yi do one.. " then he was so happy then tze yan, bryan them came and steal the cake from him..then they start to fight = = haha..quite funny also..went back class and did nothing..all snap pic, play people's phone, listen to song by open it loud loud..yea..i noticed that..all class were bringing their phone to school.. O.O got some didn't bring larh..well..er..han qing, weng kiet, yoon keong them play the chinese chess..

our beautiful class after recess TT so dirty de..after this larh..no snap dou =[

this is chinese chess..who didn't saw it before? xP

the loser must shout out i love you forever to someone..haha..quite funny..weng kiet shout out " xue wern..!! i love you forever..!!! " han qing's was " michelle !! i love you forever !! " then yoon keong's " yoke mun i love you forever!! " well..everytime they shout we pay attention to it..we also shout out loud after they shout i love you to someone xP even we know the form 5 were having the SPM but who care~ =P this is our 2C xP ya..and..those four idiots_kim min, jian sheng, wen yao and jun shan made video xP funny one.."magic" xP haha..quite good one~lolz..when after school i snap the class again..haiz..gonna leave you le..bb 2C..snap so many pics..and when we walking off the school without using the walkway we hear that " hey..use walkway arh..!! " it was mej xP and all of us don't care anymore xP well..wave back and shout byebye to her xP i am the leader~woo hoo~hehe..who cares?it was the last day xP then i look to UBK i still can see pn ting came out and smiling..i think she properly saw what we done =] eh kim min..you arr..make zhao sheng angry laio larh xP haha..well..those boys decide to spray zhao sheng with water while after school..they were waiting for him at the school gate xP haha..then our cute and kind mm teacher_cik azrina's car pass by..we were properly kacau-ing the teacher and the zhao sheng wanna run away like this..lame~get pour water more and whole body get wet and then he shout " ma de " with broken sound one.. O.O haha..i call dad to fetch me home and get the chance to snap more pic =] yay~haha..have a happy ending? xP maybe..

boo..! xP

pirate 2C muahaha..give me money xP

 

laman..so kosong..haiz..dead town? choy choy choy xP

bye bye..we are leaving..till next year barh =]

but feel so sad while went home.. ='[ mom was not well so they decide to went out for dinner..i didn't follow but stay at home..open music loud loud again xP syok~!! this time i even shout and hit thing xP try to shout off my sadness? xP ok larh.. not really sad only..just i want to make myself cry and suffer xP haha..crazy me..ya..i always like to " zi nue de " [ hurt myself ]xP don't learn me arh~ and i found out that shouting wasn't suitable for me xP maybe it was just useless for me xP haha..


i saw emily's msn persanal message was 
Emily Gormez : Cakes anyone? =] [no one can help you besides you, YOUSELF! i do believe in you] 
and here's mine 
[ i wan u by my side.. ]              BB 2C..BB SENIORS..BB AFTERNOON CLASS AND TEACHERS..I WILL MISS IT DE..
well..is she talking to me? xP if yes..holy sweet then xD


HAHA..WELL..ONCE AGAIN..!! BYE BYE 2C BYE BYE SENIORS BYE BYE AFTERNOON STUDENT'S LIFE STYLE AND TEACHERS !! I WILL MISS IT DE !! THOSE SWEET MEMORY THAT MADE BY US !!  =]

...CRAP POST AGAIN

gee..too boring today..i posted the second crap post = = 
after i view all da people's blog..
haiz..so sienz..hope all friends that sitting for SPM get well result in it larh..
sad..holidays gonna kill me ='[ 
cry..i don't know why..i was feeling so down =[ 
gee..so many people geh blog write that holidays gonna be very very very boring..
i feel that way too..nothing to post also.. T^T holidays..i hate you i hate you i hate you!!!! i want go back to school larh..i don't need you!! go die go hell go away!!! keep away from me!! hell u holidays..!!
paiseh..emo jor a bit..so down ='[ controling myself..

WOOSH !! NTH TO POST LUAN LUAN POST AGAIN = =

gee gee gee..nothing to do..so luan luan post again xP
wee~ nowadays so syok xP damn cool~ hehe.. like it.. =] but no school ='[ sienz~~if got school i think we [ i and boon ] will get wet wet and wet again xP right boon? xP
aiya..sei boon haven't send me pics..eh boon..i want video also xP
lolz..i haven't finish the menjahit nia..ala boon..know u pro xP
i know u nothing to do so play that menjahit one xP
relax~ i will finish it in don't know when..i will complete the competition de xP
tomorrow! yes!! got school xP finally!! hope it cool barh =] 
hope got rain while gonna after school..then we can play rain again xP
the last day..last day of form 2..last day we be afternoon class..last day we see our form 5 seniors..
the day we return the books..the day we get the inspirasi..the day may many student bring their cell phone to school..the day we may keep insane together in 2C..
lolz..hope it..all thing will be fine =] lolz..noisy a bit larh.. xP later let pn chin, thangga, mej them scold again xP like last year 1A? xP

A EMO DAY? OR A HAPPY DAY?

gee..er..no one geh blog can view this..cause..it is not activity yang berkelompok..ini adalah activity individu..for me only =] today..i wake up at don't know when..don't know why..i am waking up in morning O.O what the? i sleep 6.30++ yesterday and today i still can 11++ wake up..eheh..body / brain..today is sunday..not schooling day ok? anyway..sleep back and 12++ get shout from bro for asking me something..gee..hell u..who cares about u worh..simply answer yea yea yea then sleep again..and don't know what time get shout for asking me something again..deng!! this time is mom = = lolz..asking me whether i want go 1u bo..gee..thinking..want? there got guitar bo sin = = f3..go see see barh.. then say ok and sleep back..lolz..so lazy wake up..room so cold and it is so warm under the blanket..sweet =] then mom shout again = = shut up larh.. wake up for prepare and i done go down..no one..except sis..er..let see..bro go friend's house..mom and dad go fetch my younger sis? i ate my breakfast + lunch and sis was doing those house work..as usual..tell honestly..i don't do thing in house de..sometimes wipe table after dinner only..hmm..back to topic..for today..what my mood was..? 

don't know how to say..er..zaizai show me emily's make up session [ for friday, persaraan of pn jojo ] i was laughing mad as..emily was so cute!! xP love her back xP lolz.. then..chat with friends..all so funny..laughing mad..then go 1u with family..i teman myself only..so lonely..gone action city, room and more but cant buy thing..if i buy i sure bankrup and i no bring money..dad just give me 50..haiz..nothing to do nia..then i go buy a mc flurry and eat it..[ 3 - 4.00 ] then..er..walk here walk there..then nothing to do i go buy a mc flurry AGAIN..! and it was just 6.50++ OMG..i just cant finish it..feel like..wanna throw it to the dustbin..f3..but at last..i finished it..then go buy french fries at mc..ate till half..feel like..don't want to eat also..haiz..finished it..tasteless for me as i was alone..thinking that..i was alone now..no one with me..bla bla bla..and i saw people's family was so good..then..got people was going out with friends..hurt.. ='[ haiz..i am alone now..thinking how to answer denise's question..look at the chat box for information f3.. lolz..what happen to me?i don't know..then i finished the french fries and go to buy coke.. [ i so free lerh..line up so many time.. ] then go meet my family..sienz..nag me for drinking coke = = f3..then go here and there and finally they say go home.. [ go out and eat ] i no join them..they go home..to fetch bro only..and i left..i go in to house..full nia..go out for what?sit there and watch you guys eat?waste my time.. f3 lolz..as all of them was out..woot~open the music loud loud xP play comp lolz! sms with emily f3 yay~she got reply me..and accept to chat with me xP wee~er..lolz..my coke haven't finish yet..i was playing the comp and drinking the coke..so syok? xP

k..conclusion..happy / emo? still don't know yet.. er.. 
happy : zaizai show me emily's make up session by facebook [ i joined long time ago..no bother it only ] and emily bother me =] feel so good when all went out and i was the only one in house..just same as midnight but it is impossible for me to open the music loud loud whilt midnight right?

emo : sure is think dou emo thing larh = = f3..
so..can anyone answer me..that call happy day or emo day?

PERSARAAN PN JOGINDER.. ='[ HAPPY BELATED BDAY CHIN HONG =]

pn jojo..we will miss u de =] gua.. = = lolz..er..for more details of persaraan pn jojo..go my friends geh blog see barh.. example.. pei / kelok.. lolz..so lazy post on about it f3 went to midvalley to celebrate chin hong's belate birthday..happy birthday arh chin hong_1110.. =] lolz..for more details go visit zaizai's blog barh =] lolz..have fun whole day~ xP but " someone " * is boon!!! * complain me blog too long..so i don't want type so many also xP kaka..can tell u..many funny thing happen..i won't post it..but save it =] kaka..not sharing xP woosh! first time wear uniform go shopping O.O feel the feeling of ponteng xP what a bad student xP no..3 bad students xP me, boon and zaizai xP kaka..ala..don't want write liao = = if i continue sure write many geh = = then boon blame me again TT

OOSH !! TEST GONE !!

bb test~ haiz.. halo holidays? to be honest.. holidays.. i hate u.. cause.. when u come..i gonna miss my friends.. cause.. there weren't schooling.. u see.. the reason for me to like school =] cause..i can learn + play + taukei + get insane + make trouble with my friends.. by the way.. i do like exam too.. =] [ i siao liao? ] lolz.. no larh.. cause we can also have fun when exam.. =] let see.. er.. we meniru and sometime the people that meniru geh action was so damn funny..i can get me laugh till death.. then.. er.. kacau people while they are concentrating on something is fun one u know? xD lolz.. get scolded = = like that doggie mun? xP hehe..go view pei's blog then u know why she was a dog =X


for my exam..gee..sucks?


lolz..er..BM.. tak tau mark..hope got A..no A then B..no B then C.. f3 [ talk crap keh? ]


BI..GOSHH!! very deng one TT i got the marks when our cute dear beloved pengetua_pn jojo = pn joginder geh farewell party.. the mark deng dao.. 74.4444444444 OMG!! 0.1 i can get A..! or 0.01 / 0.001 or whatever..just..0.1 !! hope pn zuharina good heart larh..give me that 0.1 then i can get A..

BC..er..haven get the mark yet..hope like BM larh..

MM..haiz..sure no A de [ so zi bei TT ] er..B? C? D? don't fail please  ='[ next year stay back i sure need study it hard hard!!

SN..don't fail please!! pray hard? xP no.. guan ta de..li ta fail f3 yaya..i so pro de.. xP sei sn TT i promise emily i won't tiru de!! then i did it! when SN 2 TT haiz..i SJ also no tiru nia..

SJ..no fail yes!! wakaka.. no meniru de lerh!! proud of myself? xP hehe..thanks for emily =] muackz? later she vomit then no good TT even i hope to TT lolz.. if no she spam call me don't fail i also won't read =] for her..i can do anything =] cause..i love her =] the power of love! oh yea!


PM..tak tau bagaimana untuk buat..OMG!! hard dou TT yor..don't know how answer also..zaizai yeng dou 1-10 all B nia xP hehe..pro mama geh pro zaizai xP lolz..read what read?! no need read de larh..can't concentrate also..a "small small" incident happen before PM exam nia..


PJK..lolz..tembak de xP so easy..!! lolz..got answer properly f3 cause..that time teacher gone..whole class so noisy xP shout out and discuss mai answer also xP [ pro? biasalah~ ] then mej come from 2B = = OMG? hehe..all diam liao..pin up hair also xP i still laughing..non-stop~


KH..er..easy? tak tau larh..forgot..i may get A? no..B gua..? no..C?? don't know!! lolz..chun got give me tips..but saya tak ada read..watch cartoon f3 haiz..i so pro.. [ perasan-ing ] hope A larh!! teacher so sayang me de f3 hor~pn nor janah! xP a good and funny cute teacher..for 2C!! wakaka..2A say she bad nia~sure larh..2A so serious..don't play with teacher also de..we 2C completely different then xP got me, poy, zhen, weng kiet, kim min, jun shan, wen yao, cs2 and more then the class no need diam adi xP


GG..OMG!! i don't know how to answer! biasalah = = hehe..lolz..? study SJ i learn dou some GG nia..example..apakah faktor yang menyebabkan jaringan pengangkutan di pantai barat semenanjung M'sia lebih padat? u read SJ then u know f3 hehe.. * don't think me so pro..remember the question..i find the exam question paper de larh*


PS..lolz? PS 1..easy? O.O life style? xP hehe.. lolz..if i correct = i pro lorh.. cause..i [ we ] no study when ps periods de =D teacher = cik zaiton so good to hap xP no need study larh~ xP draw baju in her class tell her ini seni she give also O.O exam play she laugh also xP woot~ love u zaiton~stay cute~ xP PS 2..don't want say liao..so ugly..no heart draw..then colour colour xia don't want colour..luan luan lai..


PK..no PK =D hehe..saw chun blog only know..lolz..only remember " PK " nia~hehe..but teacher got say got exam de arh.. O.O and she say how count marks how count marks..i forget how liao.. f3 no pay attention to her before also..she so good..always go sembayang left us in class and play xP make noise~hoo yeh~

I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT HAPPEN TO ME..

i don't know what the hell with me..i just sad without a reason..

i think the only thing that i will sad for = friendship..
or..for loving emily?


it is no reason for me to sad for family isn't it? 
i have argue with them long time ago didn't i?
they changed..didn't they? 
i don't know what the hell with me..for just dislike them..
i like the life style like this.. i like then reply..
don't like then go on..no reply..just like didn't hear it..
it make me scold and nag by all my family..who cares? 
i just..dislike the word "family"..!! it is stupid.. 
but..i did like my school family..that created by my friends..why?
there were no reason for me to dislike them ?!
i don't know..i don't like that they always talk about others' bad..
i don't like that they were unfair..
i don't like that the way they "care" about me..
i don't like that they nag and scold too many..
i don't like that they ask too many..it is unnecessary..didn't it?
i don't like that they didn't do what they promise to me.. ALL THE TIME..
it make me hurt..in my deep heart..it make me wanna cry out in the midnight..but i didn't..i can't..there are no tears in my eyes..

for emily..yes..she is a kind leader in my mind..while i just meet her..
and now..i was wondering that..am i really like her..? 
or..i dislike her just like dislike my family???
she is the one who brought "us" to UBK..
she is the one who make me changed..
she is the one who make me sad..
i changed..to care about my sj marks as she say a word " don't fail "
i changed..i didn't cut anymore when i think about her..
i changed..that i didn't do a devil anymore..i wasn't naughty as before anymore..
i changed..to kill my heart..and make it die..!! i know she won't care about me..
but..i didn't think before was.. ....... sad..  
she make me choose..that something is cruel for me..
that i don't think i will know how to choose for it..
EMILY..I LIKE YOU..BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN I WON'T GO AGAINST YOU..
i won't let you go if you hurt my friends..emily..remember about it..



for friendship..am i feeling sad for friendship? why?
i did have many friends didn't i?
i did go insane with them didn't i?
i did enjoy the sweet memory-able time with them..didn't i???
then why am i feeling sad..?
maybe..it is because..? yea..all my relationship going cold now..
i am so sad..and hurt to see it..
"they"..the nearest friends to me..in this year..at the head of the year..
gone cooler and cooler to me..i am so sad..what did i did wrong? 
it started..when she get tuition with her..
it started..when they chatting in the night..
it started..after he came to her..
it started..after i become nearer friends to him..
and..everything started to change.."they" started get cooler and cooler to me..
it hurts..a lot..i am so sad..i noticed it..long time ago..but i can't do anything..
it is impossible to call me leave my friends..please.."you two" did know well about me right?
you know i like friends the most..aren't you? why are you still calling me to leave my friends?


i am typing till here..and..my tears..had finally roll down..
an early sorry..sorry if i broke the promises again and cut myself..
please don't blame me..i can't control it..it was tiring..the stress..
i can't cry out..can't tell "the person"..as..she was cooler and cooler for me nowadays..
i can't get it..why? can anyone tell me? i have suffering for it..for weeks..i don't like it..
i did grad my hand to the sky..at the night..before i sleep..
and i was hoping..to grab back my things..one day..

da third exam day_1109

er..nothing special happen..sis fetch me to school again..i has no mood today for the whole day when i just woke up..!! don't know why..no reason..i have no love now..did i? am i still love emily? i don't know..i don't sure about it..i just know..i want get everything back and make those who betray me before regret..! [ jk..just copying cartoon ? xP ] er..i just know..i don't like emily like before..i hate her? no..? what i sure is the answer i like to say the most.."i don't know.." i don't even know what am i talking now..lolz..er..today geh exam = kh, bc1 bc2..for kh..i got the tips from chun when saturday..but as i was busy watching cartoon..i didn't read for it..i did realize this time's kh exam will be hard as all the tips given was the topics i have forgot..and..bingo..those tips was true one..i can't answer many question..my relationship with sarah and bridget has become better than before..we three was chatting and saying " good luck " to the other all the way up from the stairs..i don't know why people must hate the other..why they dislike the other? i did contract / play with someone that they dislike and they start dislike me also..that what i feel like larh..i don't know they want to get away from me or what or not.. if they did..i sure..i will be hurt..why human must quarrel and fight with the others? i don't know and don't get the reason why..animals fight for food..as the food chain goes on..but human was fighting..just for getting more money and more things they wanted..and they killed many life like that..just for themselves..how selfish..damnful human..i won't wish i am a normal human..but a genius god/ devil or whatever..the kh end up..and the bc1 start up no longer..it was ok for me..i cant believe i would say bc is easy than bi..nowadays..i like bi more than bc a lot!! i even like to use some malay word to replace the bc word..in msn..in sms..i just use bi nowadays..i would just use bc for something that i don't know how to say in bi and bm..ya..i am a pure chinese but i started don't like to use bc to write thing..it is just too unnecessary for typing so many spelling and then find the word for it..and..it make me got some dislike reading chinese word as it is disorder..gee..i don't even know what am i typing now..just don't mind about it..for bc2..we have no time to play..i was rushing for writing those essay, composition and have no time to rest and turn my head around..we got our good good mm teacher_cik azrina to mad and angry today..it was the first time she shout at us..!! i heard she say something like this " 2C ni bising larh.. " ... hey..er..i can't say that not our fault..but..gee..nothing..we all quiet down and start answer our exam paper..i answer part B and C..difficultly..i forget how to start answer it already!! OMG..damn it..how could i forget how to write the most easy part C??? part D..lolz..i don't know want to choose which one to answer..i was bad in choosing thing..it can used up my whole day..i have no ideal for it so i must have some friends by my side to help me choose =D finally..i chose the fifth question..write letter one..surat tidak rasmi..i write the format as bi and bm format..just put the date to the last..after from who who who there..i am not sure about the format..but i sure..the isi was quite good one..? lolz..as i am a perfect prs in membimbing..? it should be good..the question was like this : one of your friends get an accident and he/she get paraplegia [ half body cant move..i find dictionary geh.. ] ..he/she start abandon his/herself.. good title for me..i write a lot..as it was easy that it is a letter..i can write what i want to write..i finish it and it just left sometime for me to start my part A..the chinese writing..that i dislike the most..!! my word just too childish..!! k larh..i no dislike it..i did have fun for it..sometime..while..playing with friends..making fun of those childish word..the bell rang up after i have just finish writing it..!! i still haven't tied up my exam paper yet also..! i look beside me geh poy..rushing for writing part A also..she wrote 2 paper.. = = then suddenly say write wrong ask me take a paper from teacher..i did for her and she just write 2 or 3 word on it and use back the second one..she just terbalik the word marh.. = = nothing de larh..just draw a arrow for it..! then i turn my head to zaizai..she look angry as she haven't finish her part D yet..the part that have 30 marks..! shit! she just wrote a little!! we - i, cs2, chee min, kim min, jun shan, wen yao play water and the damnful zhao sheng wanna to get my photo.!! i straight pour water to him..as the water war should start up from someone right? then don't know who pour water at me from the back.. = = pour back xP aiya..wrong person i think..he just took out his bottle =X and then he get so wet..the he was wen yao xP haha..paiseh arh..my bad..who know i turn and spray to the back will spray dou u zek~haha..then zhao sheng spary at me at the front = = shit..no water liao..get pour water by chee min as she say she want revenge..hey..when did i spray or pour water on you orh??? TT erm..think think xia..maybe got lerh.. f3 this water war was different than the others as it get scold by other = = neh that zhao sheng lorh..all the boys [ kim min, jun shan, wen yao and cs2 ] dislike him..all pour water at him..how careless they are.. = = pour dou other..good that the person i know.. [ not very friend only ] he scold zhao sheng xP haha..even that pour water geh not him xP

DA SECOND DAY FOR EXAM

lolz..let see.. yesterday.. we have the exam for SJ, BM 1 and BM 2..and for today..we have our exam for PJK, BI 1 AND BI 2.. saya tak ada meniru also~ hehe..cz..PJK just answer for fun..for BI..i am a BI genius~ no need meniru  xP  


gone to school at 1/2 something TT ala..sleep late and missed 1st bus..but i no sit 2nd bus also O.O sis fetch~ xP eric brought his harmonica..as i called him to bring for yesterday..i call him to blow for me in chalet when i come [ i say 11 geh..how know late = = ] ..he yesterday say ok de..but today he no blow for me = = he say so many people..gee..lolz..no daring person xP if someone call me play guitar in chalet i sure dare xP


exam..er PJK..PS period lai de..the zaiton don't know sim till where already..an unknown teacher come.. f3 noob dou xP left us in class own go don't know where..toilet keh? xP she only call our monitor_zaizai watch us nia~ then we get uncontrol-able..shout out ans xP ala..last time also larh..not special..discuss mai also~ xP then..mej zalifa came to our class..from 2B = = lolz..she at beside..forgot nia xP so funny..all shut up and act do exam..then zalifa start say :" aiya..2C good class marh.." bla bla bla..forgot what she said already = = i just know she came in walk 1 round then stand at corridor there..watch us..and 2B..  2C too pro xP  after that..the teacher back and watch us = = ala..noob..finish answering those question =D all still answering = = yay~i am the winner you are the loser xP i most fast~wakaka..don't know is because yesterday drink jor kopi or what..hyperactive man.. = =  spam turn head xP turn dou teacher watch me watch dou sienz jor~haha..amir in and the unknown teacher out.. [ crap.. ] collect jor paper i take out my phone and start snap pic xP wakaka..so many pic..gone 2A snap also..hehe..kena scold by mun TT i no snap you larh..i snap what you guys doing only TT no teacher saw also = = cik kamalar noob~amir noob also~ xP



then BI 1..nothing special happen =[ cause is BM period..pn norharizuna geh period = = say what don't copy the others..cause she caught people yesterday.. = = lame..BI got some hard orh =[ i got many not sure the answer geh TT 16 nia..then recess =D gone 2A to play~snap pic also..hehe..i like snap pic a lot~!!gone chalet..wakau..all reading = = * snap snap snap * so special they all so so so damn hardworking xP [ ala..sure larh..exam marh.. ] kena scold / amaran by mun..again!! TT i say jor not snap you lorh!! only play with chin hong those monkey..haiz..all so hardworking..


BI 2 here xP hooray and oh yeh~so so so easy~ last part = part C i don't know what i writing also.. = = crap.. i think i out of topic already? part B i am not so sure for the word " benefit " geh..scare wrong..luckily the whole thing got the word " benefit " behind~ make it easy~ =D benefit = faedah right? O.O not sure for that time nia xP pn fan gone and zaiton in~ and..i finished~ muahaha..sei poy = = spam kacau..make sound pula = = call mai me give her see my karangan also = = wakau..pro lerh? xP  wakaka..so fun~as we have done the karangan..let's play xP haha..play with poy O.O she start kacau make noise first geh..then kim min start..then me and cs2 join in xP freaking fun lerh~haha..zaiton can't stop us as she is so kind? xP so good to hap then is real geh~we play she curi curi laugh no stop us geh xP sei jun shan..make mai duno what funny sound..whole class laugh xP include our monitor_da cute emo-able zaizai~lolz..paiseh arh zaizai..she still havent finish her karangan geh..then we play kacau dou her..spam tell me we so noisy [ joking de larh..she nothing de =] won't scold us geh xP ] haha..as cs2 and kim min too noisy~teacher write their name in front of they class_the whiteboard there =D so funny xP teacher stole his paper and write down his name xP then kim min name is we tell geh~as cs2 say we noisy also..then i simply kick out kim min xP point him~teacher came wanna get his name he use his hand cover his name tag..teacher want get his paper he stole back..lolz..haha..then we mai straight tell teacher his name lorh~ xP he still say he is not yap kim min then don't know tell out what name = = haha..teacher go in front the jadual tugas there and check xP pandainya~wakaka..and whiteboard there have 1 more name already~all class laughing..kim min stand up like want whack the teacher nia xP so funny..but action too fast..can't get that moment geh picture.. TT take out phone..snap pic xP sei han qing..tell teacher.. TT good that i pro xP hide~!! got snap dou pic in class nia~the funny moment~ =] we play paper war xP [ lolz..so many war = = water war..stone war..paper war.. ] i tare the notice paper that given out before BI 2 exam as my second paper = a plain paper has given back to the teacher..we berjimat cermat lerh~ xP paper war~throw here throw there~all class laughing and that time i still DON'T know what happen!! look back then teacher came to me TT lolz..she wanna take those paper from me..but i had throw out many~just left some in hand..she took from my right hand geh..then i throw my left hand geh xP she still go pick up whole class laugh as kim min say her " zap lap sap " [ pick rubbish.. ] so freaking funny~then she collect paper..play play call her faster she laugh and really go faster~ xP snap pic =] some go out without saying " thank you teacher " *again?* xP all think bell rang and gone nia~ [ some didn't larh.. ] neh ping them..so naughty arh..ponteng class? xP snap dou teacher geh pic nia xP say halo and she look up..but no saw i snap her pic xP i pro lerh~ lolz.. regret..forget snap that building that in process..the future block E for form 6?? so jia one..all like play building block..all ok jor de = = "stick" up only..

GAMBATEH ALL

exam here..so many people didn't online =[  
anyway..gambateh all~ good luck for u guys in exam..
prs..pps..prefects..whatever that who is sitting for exam =] 
all my friends..my friends' friends..my friends' friends' friend..bla bla bla xP
ala..nothing to play..blog crap 
if no blog what i did in exam merh..
keep turning my head to the back keep called by teacher..
hehe..saw people meniru..as usual? 
an unusual thing = i no meniru this time xP miracle happen huh? 
should wake up early in the morning and see whether the sun got rise up from the west or not..

my 1st guitar lesson

went home after school =] ate sushi~!! xP ala..mom and sis was decided to make sushi today as they think my guitar class was on thursday..sis say they want to avoid the day i learn guitar de and who knows it was today..by the way..i ate so full xP prepare fast =] and go to jusco_yamaha for my music class~ xP arrive and i still have some time left..get in and the sales boy ask me weather he can help me or not i say i was waiting for my music lesson on 8.30 he chat little bit with me and he continue chatting with his friends / girl friend ??? two men came out..one saying "thank you" and one saying welcome and bye bye..i think the one was teacher liao larh..the other man take a small box or something..the music teacher teaches violin? and he ask the sales boy.."is the new player here?" " what time?" "8.30..er..learn guitar one.." and i raise my hand~ xP hehe..the teacher talk to me in cantonese..ok larh..not very fierce only..he told me 3 plucking skill and 3 strumming skill..i think i can do it well..but i keep forget about it TT he say nothing de..as i am a beginner =] then slowly..i played well [ i think.. ] i saw his leg was stepping on the same rhythm..i cant move my finger actively while strumming..but i did well in plucking~ [ i think larh.. ] half an hour passed so fast..i gone out and looking at the guitars..i want my own private guitar..i want the semi-acoustic guitar~i saw dad and my younger sis was there..playing the piano..i just continue look for my guitar by the introduction of my music teacher_mr.yong? i heard it while the others calling him..at last..i still didn't get one guitar for myself.. TT there is no colour of the guitar that i like! but i like playing it..i like the sound..semi-acoustic look ok also..with the electronic thing~ xP look yeng for that thing and i can play freely in midnight / school / anywhere by an amplifier pluged in ~ it can make me play it in no sound~ xP silent..

WTH..?? SECOND SA OMG..!

lolz lolz lolz..!! today.. i wake up from 6..sleep back..to 7.45..wake up..sleep back..to 8++..sleep back..9++..sleep back..f5..till 10.20..ala..sleep more awhile..till 10.45 =] finally wake up..lolz..yesterday still plan wake up early in the morning..at 6.45 something then decide to watch cartoon / read book de..spoil liao  =[  lolz..i wake up early then before..as i was thinking like that..i do everything " slowly "..and..i was late for bus !! oh my! thx sis for fetching me to school~ xP go till school~go chalet~lolz..play at there..as usual liao~that cs2..got junior come call us go tapak..he own say pengawas babi = = lolz..i and bryan say back him at the same time~ xP wakaka..hi 5 bryan~lolz..damn man..freaking hot today..make boon so diam..look like emo? =X 


back to class..pm teacher no come.. = = suan..nothing de..guan zheng he no teach one~this period pass so fast..i even forgot what we did in this period..just know..one female malay teacher relief..then..i know no more =D 

gg period..that noorul discuss her revision with us..i was playing my " pps tie " in class.. [ TE normal tie..green colour geh..] and that noorul so bad!! say me in front of the class..deng u.. = = bad mood..for 5 minute? duno..just knowafter gg period i back to good mood =] 

bm..lolz..i bring wrong book again = = hehe..tell teacher bring wrong book..[ actually own want bring wrong de ]and xhui geh book at weng kiet there..weng kiet absent =D and teacher say " dua orang ini arh..selalu begitu punnya " xP haha..memang memang..and xhui was yelling at me that " yor! my book really at weng kiet there marh..this teacher arh..wad dak jiao wad.. " lolz.. f7.. speechless for u..bm period..pass fast~ =] by talking and chatting..and..miracle happen O.O i do bm homework !! OMG..definitely not my normal action.. = = 

and recess here =D call bryan them help me buy thing..so lazy to go by myself..with the weather that was raining smally..i think canteen sure crowd with people and hot geh zek..so good..stay at chalet and got people help me buy thing to eat..chat + play in chalet~

and mm period come..so damn funny..we all play in group..then teacher say " siapa tak buat kerja cikgu cubit dia.. " all run back to own place xP then teacher come check 1 by 1 O.O all people "sim" nia..jun shan kena cubit and so funny!! he shout and scream like girl !! loudly that 1 !! make all of us laugh like hell..continue play =] teacher come kc again xP cubit dou saya TT lolz..all run i sit inside how escape zek..mou yi hei.. TT play till so high in mm period..pj period here..still raining =[ so sienz..i bring pj cloth and it rain..i dont bring it dont rain = = 

lolz..assembly period came =] khodijah come..we were playing and shouting..teacher saw..nothing de larh..then teacher suddenly call me go out O.O " ? " was that becouse we were playing and shouting so loud? lolz..so many there ok? or..pt call me go UBK de?er..or..i get blame/ report by any teacher cz play in the rain? no no no..not all that..what she said was.. " gan hui yi..i will give u a surat amaran tomorrow.. " " ??? gosh!! what the hell? SA from PRS keh?i think that should be given by emily / guru kaunseling de? " and she continue her word.. " kerana kamu absent banyak hari dan tidak bagi mc atau surat " lolz..f3..*thinking about after i get it will been call by pt to let her blame in UBK..? think for 1 minute..* " ada apa tak tau tak? " " yup..? " " apa kamu tak faham? " " tak tau? "and no longer..continue playing with xhui..cs2..kim min..lolz..haha..play DARE [ true or dare no true ] with kim min those four monkey..jian sheng place = my place..he no play..arrow point do him = i kena..and the first time they turn..kena saya.. [ i think they own put point at me de? ] lolz..i no look at it also..k..i kena 4 time today..what they call me to do = 1st..slap philip.. gosh..i stupid till ask them who yee philip liao..forget at the time..and they laugh till die..keep saying is beside yi khang de..so..i go and say paiseh then slap him..no so " da li " larh..funny also..teacher keep staring at me TT 2.push zhao sheng head..same..say paiseh then push..no so hard larh.. 3.go hit the wall at the back.by head !! OMG !! and i did.. = = they still say want aim that small intestine nia..they say i missed..who care..? f3.. 4.hit the pumpkin in front BY HEAD AGN!! TT 2 time..i just hit 1 time and cant liao..laugh like hell there..still can hear kim min them laughing.. " wahaha..will "zhen" 1.." i better then other larh..boys play " zha " other people geh xxx part de = = lolz..sei wen yao..i kena he keep call me do those kind of thing..and..*riinnngg* no longer..after i kemas bag..so ngam nia.. O.O


have water war today~ xP new player..kim min them? O.O hehe..have a lot of fun today~lolz..gee..the SA..xhui say nothing de..get dou can tare liao de O.O hehe..i wont do that..photostat liao sin~i want do " ji lian" de lerh..haha..i siao liao xP