HERE THE 02 CAME

i am staying back for whole week from 0201 to 0206 helping scout sell thing =D and also wanna see my junior la..for this week.. it was a sad week.. how say? 0203, i argue with B for the stupid exam.. why? as we 2 were in koperasi talking about the exam.. we started up an argue that i say many people tiru in the exam by taking the question paper before exam from other school and it is un-fair.. and she say that they no tiru.. and i say got.. she say no and this continue for don't know how long.. we are raising our voice until we shout.. and the CL say " ok ok.. don't argue adi.. " and we both stop.. angrily.. CL help them to say smth and i argue back.. bla bla bla.. and B left with X and i was still in koperasi.. with CL, mun yie and zie xin looking at me.. i am darn angry and taking the scissors.. cucuk cucuk cucuk.. cucuk the money box.. i wanna cut myself but i remember my promises.. i don't want to break them once again.. sad and angry..till they want off koperasi i was still staying inside there with a black face.. and CL call mun yie and zie xin go 1st and come to talk to me " aiya.. friends all will argue de ma " smth i only left..but still with the emo mood.. i left not cause of her word.. just don't want get kaunsel.. f7

gosh.. i am having more more and more lover now.. i went library today as i have nothing to do.. tjm was there and so i chat with her.. she knows that i like her adi de.. start from yesterday la.. lolz.. " are you less? " so many people ask me this question.. f3.. tjm was the cutest one that she want ask don't ask de.. make me so curious for her.. story : maybe she saw me hugging zi ying [ kok leong's sis ] and think of this question.. she asked me when all those st john went for duty in laman maluri.. what she say was " i got thing want to ask you.. " " oh..say la " " er.. * speechless for a time * don't want la.. like that very hurt you one.. " " never mind..say " then she was with the curious eyes and asked " are you a lesbian? " looking at me.. " er.. you don't want answer also never mind de.. like i no ask before " f3 i answered her, and told her many thing.. i told her who i like and why.. but actually.. i don't know why i like also de.. maybe they are cute.. i told her smth like this and also told her i like her.. haha.. and she was keep thinking i am joking or having example.. not believing me.. and she is finding reason for me telling me why i like girl.. she even found out the reason : cause want let all the boy get off of me.. haha.. i say maybe is and she look no so scared and i continue " but i really love them de wor " [ girl i mean ] and she got frighten again.. how cute xD

and..back to title.. i chat with her today and she still look afraid of me.. she was doing her homework and i am disturbing her.. she don't know say what that i promised her i won't kacau her when she's studying.. ya maybe i promised her before but you all know de la..i am forgetful.. f3 but i think i did promised her before that i got some " un-clear memory left ".. well.. ok.. i get to the place which most near to the wall and sleep.. can't sleep and she's looking at me " you not say you sleep de merh? " o..sleep~ hard la.. so.. i get up and stare at her.. curious that why i like her.. she look at me for a while and continue her work.. then don't know how long again she get out of her book and look at me again.. " wow!! how you make it de? " " har? " " your pose no change de? " [ i did change..little bit la.. change hand only ] " i pro ma.. " then she still staring at me.. " what is love? " i can't stand it anymore.. what is love and what is like? " har.. you ask me arh.. " then she start her explanation.. " like is like.. normal friend then you add some mark to it and it become like.. love is after you add some mark in like de la.. er.. love got 3 point, 1,you will pay out for the person.. 2, you see the person happy you also feel happy one.. 3, love is a promise.. like marry " k.. and in that time i was thinking.. love.. i kena 2 lerh.. 1 and 2, 3 is impossible.. -.- OMG? means? i love emily? and tjm? mendez? [ and more ] arh!!! confusing!! and.. tjm told me there's a boy tell her that i like her de..so.. who the boy? she say he is from my blog know that de.. who him? curious + confuse.. f7