HERE THE 02 CAME

i am staying back for whole week from 0201 to 0206 helping scout sell thing =D and also wanna see my junior la..for this week.. it was a sad week.. how say? 0203, i argue with B for the stupid exam.. why? as we 2 were in koperasi talking about the exam.. we started up an argue that i say many people tiru in the exam by taking the question paper before exam from other school and it is un-fair.. and she say that they no tiru.. and i say got.. she say no and this continue for don't know how long.. we are raising our voice until we shout.. and the CL say " ok ok.. don't argue adi.. " and we both stop.. angrily.. CL help them to say smth and i argue back.. bla bla bla.. and B left with X and i was still in koperasi.. with CL, mun yie and zie xin looking at me.. i am darn angry and taking the scissors.. cucuk cucuk cucuk.. cucuk the money box.. i wanna cut myself but i remember my promises.. i don't want to break them once again.. sad and angry..till they want off koperasi i was still staying inside there with a black face.. and CL call mun yie and zie xin go 1st and come to talk to me " aiya.. friends all will argue de ma " smth i only left..but still with the emo mood.. i left not cause of her word.. just don't want get kaunsel.. f7

gosh.. i am having more more and more lover now.. i went library today as i have nothing to do.. tjm was there and so i chat with her.. she knows that i like her adi de.. start from yesterday la.. lolz.. " are you less? " so many people ask me this question.. f3.. tjm was the cutest one that she want ask don't ask de.. make me so curious for her.. story : maybe she saw me hugging zi ying [ kok leong's sis ] and think of this question.. she asked me when all those st john went for duty in laman maluri.. what she say was " i got thing want to ask you.. " " oh..say la " " er.. * speechless for a time * don't want la.. like that very hurt you one.. " " never mind..say " then she was with the curious eyes and asked " are you a lesbian? " looking at me.. " er.. you don't want answer also never mind de.. like i no ask before " f3 i answered her, and told her many thing.. i told her who i like and why.. but actually.. i don't know why i like also de.. maybe they are cute.. i told her smth like this and also told her i like her.. haha.. and she was keep thinking i am joking or having example.. not believing me.. and she is finding reason for me telling me why i like girl.. she even found out the reason : cause want let all the boy get off of me.. haha.. i say maybe is and she look no so scared and i continue " but i really love them de wor " [ girl i mean ] and she got frighten again.. how cute xD

and..back to title.. i chat with her today and she still look afraid of me.. she was doing her homework and i am disturbing her.. she don't know say what that i promised her i won't kacau her when she's studying.. ya maybe i promised her before but you all know de la..i am forgetful.. f3 but i think i did promised her before that i got some " un-clear memory left ".. well.. ok.. i get to the place which most near to the wall and sleep.. can't sleep and she's looking at me " you not say you sleep de merh? " o..sleep~ hard la.. so.. i get up and stare at her.. curious that why i like her.. she look at me for a while and continue her work.. then don't know how long again she get out of her book and look at me again.. " wow!! how you make it de? " " har? " " your pose no change de? " [ i did change..little bit la.. change hand only ] " i pro ma.. " then she still staring at me.. " what is love? " i can't stand it anymore.. what is love and what is like? " har.. you ask me arh.. " then she start her explanation.. " like is like.. normal friend then you add some mark to it and it become like.. love is after you add some mark in like de la.. er.. love got 3 point, 1,you will pay out for the person.. 2, you see the person happy you also feel happy one.. 3, love is a promise.. like marry " k.. and in that time i was thinking.. love.. i kena 2 lerh.. 1 and 2, 3 is impossible.. -.- OMG? means? i love emily? and tjm? mendez? [ and more ] arh!!! confusing!! and.. tjm told me there's a boy tell her that i like her de..so.. who the boy? she say he is from my blog know that de.. who him? curious + confuse.. f7

THE 4TH WEEK OF JANUARY

k..as you know.. we are having exam in 0125 and 0126.. mm, yer..less no many time after finish.. sn, i no tiru lerh xD bc, improve it!! kh, easy? O.O and yes!! i found that i am creative!! in making words.. =X the word F - U - C - K - S . Y - O - U i can make it as Friends United Castle's Knight Says Your Orange Ugly.. [ luan make de.. at least got a noob meaning inside =X ] and emily i make as " Er.. Me.. I Love You.. " creative i am xD lala~ playing in the rain snapping pic with boon and bryan at the playground.. =D snap what? rain- emo pic =X hehe.. but cant see the rain de.. and.. play in the playground when rain fun!! big big heavy rain la.. getting so wet and cold xD kenggai in playground not bad too =D nice place.. hehe..

yer..i got my friends into trouble.. yes.. what i worry about happened..!! the pt go and find all of them and ask them why sb smth and call them ask me don't sb anymore.. noob noob.. and make me sad sad.. sorry guys for getting you all in trouble.. well.. erm.. i am selling flower for scout.. xD who want buy some for your love one? =D named CNY sale but it's true face is valentine sale.. yup, we are having the sale together with pbsm and pandu.. " he zuo yu kuai " [ happy kerjasama ] =D

wow? i 1st time buy exercise book myself and it was 3 for me 1st time..!! 1 science 1 math and 1 sejarah which named " SMS " by me~ i told you i am too creative =X well.. why buy? cause my marks suck la.. i am not having tuition anymore~ [ wee~ yappee~ wanna learn me? xD ] so i ganna buy some book for practice~ i bought those book but i just touched one time.. lolz.. waste money right? xD no la.. go tuition i do homework and chat there de? more waste money la~

and opps? i broke window in my class T-T accident lai de.. it was bm period that i am not well + angry and i got no text book and the pn latifah ask those without text book geh to stand up and i was darn angry and close the window which the wind blowing so big and making my hair flying and making me like a sa po.. i close so fast and the top window drop down and pring prang it broke!! all looking at me.. teacher say nothing though.. f3.. well.. how say? all was looking at me and saying " orh ho.. " and " eh.. don't cry arh " smth lolz.. haha.. i my mood suddenly feel good xD maybe it is cause of the window as it broke [ mmg love break thing ] maybe is because all the class was trying to comfort me and make me feel warm or maybe they start to be good and cute in my eye.. kelvin help me clean up the window pieces i broke and some come and play with the pieces.. cutting the table.. warming class it was.. =]

and.. friday.. i got the surat pecat.. sad.. but the funny thing was when the en sulaiman saying that he can teach people and let e class go ab class and emily come in.. and en sulaiman ngam ngam hou show us that she was from 3e and now at 5b geh people, ask her what class she's in smth show us that he's not lying.. haha.. cute xD by the way.. the surat.. f3 hey.. last year geh SA [ surat amaran ] so late only come out but why SP [ surat pecat ] so fast de lerh? xD

THE 3RD WEEK OF JANUARY

k..what i did this week [ 0118 to 0122 ] was.. say sorry.. ya..i say sorry to so many people this week.. k.. got who? want know ma? got lok yeow, emily, tjm, chee yean..i can remember that tjm is the most funny one.. she told me this after i say sorry to her.. =X " erm..it's ok but i hope that you won't disturb me on my study lo.. " hahaha.. what what what? xD how you want me to disturb you? you aren't my enemy though.. =] i say sorry to lok yeow for the massage i sent her.. the " u will regret " one.. i say sorry to chee yean for the meeting thing.. and for emily was for the msn.. lolz.. haha.. and is that all form 5 prefect so serious one? so many prefect get around me wanting me to pin up my hair.. xD and the tham pui li.. so serious and getting angry for me as i am jumping around and smiling to her when she scold me.. say me not respect orh? smile also get trouble.. f7

er.. i got caunseling again T-T why? for what? for the msn thing lo.. lolz.. emily print out and send it to pt nia.. then i kena pecat.. f7 well.. she quite scary de.. when i go in i saw a aunty and a boy.. haha.. kena see parent like me xD k..i saw pt and her face was BLACK!! OMG!! look at me with the damn serious eye.. say so many thing " hy arh.. if a prefect always do wrong thing you think she still can be a prefect? " ... f7 " erm..may give her a chance " lolz..well.. before i get in i thought she know i bring phone to school de.. quite scare but she come out with this word and i no so scare liao.. who hear also know she want pecat me la.. she ask me that did i help people before and helo? i am a pro but troublesome prs lolz?? sure i kaunsel many people before.. then she ask got who i simply say out some name but i really got kaunsel before de.. erm..all say friendship problem.. got some is self hurting problem and some love problem i sure can't tell de ma.. later they kena then how? nag nag nag and wanting me promise her to change my attitude.. " ... " yup..i no answer..i don't want promise anyone anymore!! [ depends ] why? cause all my promise broke!! no cutting and i cut again.. no tiru and i tiru in sn last year.. pt get angry for my not answering.. lolz..i have no answer la.. not diam mai maybe lo.. -.- and a word come out from her mouth " why are you becoming so weak har hy? " ... sad.. me.. becoming weak? are you joking? but i feel that too.. afraid to promise others..? what a noob.. let her blame so long time till don't know 1 or 2 period and i finally can go back.. thank goddess?

but.. quite sad when kena pecat lo.. what i think of was we can't go camp together anymore.. ya.. this is the first thing i thought.. haha.. good friend i am xD sob.. i am not attending those prs briefing and meeting anymore.. make me bored for nothing to do.. lok yeow got text me last night asking me to go for briefing and spot check and i was wondered and confused.. am i still a prs? i am knowing that i got pecat but i din have the letter yet lerh.. and today.. i no go for it as emily was there.. well.. boon them told me that they ask emily come find me and call me go for briefing and emily tell them that i have been pecat..

erm.. the exam is on 21 until 26.. not many day only la.. 4 days only which was thursday [ 21 ] friday [ 22 ] monday [ 25 ] tuesday [ 26 ].. lolz.. everyone know what? f7 type fun f3.. k.. for the exam.. i get it bad.. i think i can do it well when exam so i answer it easily.. sj, yes!! i am fast xD bm, ok ok la.. gg, i am noob in map de lerh.. T-T bi, wee~ easy~ =D haha..

lolz.. what the hell of the bad luck i have? got kaunsel again.. f4 by pn liew this time lolz.. thursday i hanging around the school ALONE.. pity me..no people sb today except bryan..he with his kadet.. lets don't talk about him.. no people sb so no people accompany me and i am damn bored..!! then pl saw me and call me up.. k.. met up with her and she ask me why always sb.. bla bla bla and brought me to one classroom and start her kaunseling.. say what i am getting dark.. [ hey.. the sun is very hot one you know? everyday go out mamak smth eat no get dark then you are abnormal lo.. ] then ask me why don't want go home, why don't like home, why no study.. [ 1, i don't like home.. 2, home bored.. jail? 3, no homework =D ] then she start asking me want scored how many A-s in PMR.. " pass enough.. " " what??!! pass enough? how many A you get in UPSR? " " 6 A 1 B " " har? 6A should be in abc one ma.. " " ya.. 1A 2C 3E " [ ace lolz xD ] then she start talk about her son, taking her son to berbanding with me.. zz.. and the bell rang.. helo? i want see my juniors only sb de lerh!! then the bell rang rang and rang again..zz.. all recess time finish adi lo? she talk so many and i was thinking why she won't get thirsty? so long time liao..zz.. bla bla bla.. noob you..

then this happen on friday that pt find me again.. lolz.. too pro.. f3.. hey i am not prs adi ok? f7 find me for what? ask me don't sb lo.. zz.. noob.. i think is pl tell her i sb for nth de.. noob la..!! say so many thing ask me got who sb with me.. erm.. got boon, mei poh, bryan, tze yan, see toh, zaizai, boon lim, eric and more? bla bla bla.. asking me what class they in.. and i am getting worry.. wei..please la.. don't go kacau my friends.. nag nag nag.. BORED LA WEI.. whole week kena kaunseling.. 5 days in a week kena 3 days.. noob..

yay~ go out eat with boon, zaizai, mei poh, boon lim, eric with one new friend on friday.. named : shen jing bing [ shen jin pei smth ].. he was a vegetarian like me lerh xD and i am knowing " someone " change his aim to other people which start from " A " liao xD hehe.. pro me.. k..erm..these may be all the things i did in this week gua.. =X maybe got more.. like sb go out play with zaizai, boon, eric, bryan, chin hong, tse yan, mei poh, boon lim, carmen, loon, zi juan, see toh smth.. maybe many more gua but i don't remember liao..ps ps arh~ xD