HERE THE 12 CAME

it is december now..finally? gee..i am so bored while stay at home..i have nothing to do at all =[ all i can do is facing the computer whole day..haiz..so bored..i even play game till i angry..so boring..!! my DIY thing nearly done..i don't want play liao..so sienz..i mean..no mood for that..i have mood for what? hmm..i don't really know..i think i will got mood when having school activities gua..i want watch cartoon!! but damnful bro keep saying, calling, yelling me " hui yi !! " " hui yi !! " " hui yi!!!! " zzz..damn you..the line wasn't your private line lerh!! [ we were three comp share one line de..now u know..why am i so laggy.. * sometimes *  TT ] grr..haiz..now i so to like scold bad word.. = = lolz..a bit dislike then bad word out = = so shun liao =X but.. think dou emily don't like it..haiz..this post may have many bad words de..but i keep it..in my heart..wah..scolded so many..i keep it..cause..emily don't like it..she hate rude person.. =X means she hate bad words..keep keep keep =X lolz..next year don't know at school will how lerh? i manage to stay back to play..help and join many club and persatuan..i want to use them to waste my time nia..so bored..think larh..if i no stay back then stay at home what will i do? lolz.. BINGO!! facing and staring at the comp whole day!! bored larh.. = = at least i stay back i can have my time with friends..if want play comp go cc lorh~ they say 2 ringgit an hour.. the prize quite ok de larh.. genting 1 hour 13/15 ringgit and i am the one who so damn rich and go and play..boring~ i had play those things in genting till bored already..mom and dad lorh..nothing to do then always go up and play..play so many times who also will bored larh..i think we get to genting five times in one year lorh..and every time will stay at least one till two nights..nah..you say..bored or not? sure bored larh.. = = gee..i have nothing to do and i am thinking of " why i like emily " again.. why huh? and what exactly is " like " and " love " ? hmm..i don't really know lorh..hey..those who has boy friend or girl friend can tell me whats the different between love and like? how it feel? how can make sure that i am in love..not just like him/her? those question is disturbing me.. =[ whose fault? hmm.. no one? maybe.. maybe myself? i don't know..i just know..no one will be happy if they keep thinking either " whose fault is this and whose fault is that " or thinking " who should take care of it? who should get the punishment " hmm..isn't that there is a word in english, malay and chinese that..er.. i don't know how to say already.. but the meaning was same as " it is heavy that take it alone..but light when other helps " or something like that..so..if we gonna get punishment..no matter how big was the punishment it will be so tiny when we have it together..and..if we made a trouble together we should get the punishment together =D at first, it is fair..second, we won't hurt our relationship =D and i think we will even get better then before =X [ paiseh.. so many life rules here orh? you can see how bored am i from here already larh = = ]