+u.. =]

lolz..gambateh gambateh and..gambateh~!!!  xP
for myself..for frenz..
gambateh in exam?  O.O  hope no change class larh..  =]


i will gambateh de..gambateh dont think about future? xP
just like boon said..and..just like zaizai said..


be happy..stay happy..live happy..  smile all~ =D   eeeeeeee~
from now on..my blog may only contain..the sweet memory with you guys xP  [ try ba ]

oh ya.. happy halloween everyone~ xP

sad..

what am i thinking? why? sad.. 
before this..the stupid brain was thinking about the future..
make me so sad..so emo..cz..i will lost my frenz..
those funny kind seniors will gone..of my world..

and now..it was thinking.. *i dont know how to say..dont like to talk about it also..* 
why..? why i started to dislike the others? 
why why why why why? can anyone tell me..? why???
i dont like it..dislike it..hate it..the feeling..
is that..their actions make me dislike them?
or i jealous? nothing to make me jealous what..i also have it what? 


they are my frenz..i cant think like that..cant for ever and ever..!!


is that they changed? or i am the one who changed? 
this is a sad world..full of lies..

is that no one is trust-able? i dont like family..so..dont talk about it..
frenz..teacher..why is there some frenz that tell those teacher about ur bad things?
i know..it is for my good.. but..sometimes..it is just too unnecessary..


even myself tell a lie..i told lies to myself..
to satisfy myself..make me dont be so sad..dont be so zi ze..

i din obey the promises..it may be hurt..
if u doesnt obey the promise that u make with someone..
the people might be up set with you..they might feel sad for it..


dont even try to promise someone if u not sure about it..ever..
if u like them..u love them..u dont want they get hurt..
plz..dont simply promise the others..for ur own good..for the others good..

...?

i am sorry..everyone..friends..teacher..
i did nothing right in my life..maybe there is..
but..i sure..i did many thing wrong before it..

my life..it is colorful? or..it is just in black and white..?

the time with u guys..was colorful..it sweet..
but it pass so fast..i cant even hold it tight..
i want the time with u guys become longer..
but i cant..i miss it..

the time i spend alone..in the midnight..was in black and white..
i can do whatever i want to do in midnight..
i shout in my heart..i cut..and i cry..in midnight..
midnight..i like it..coz..no one can stop me in doing anything..and..no one know..


i look happy..everyday..u know why?
cz..u guys were there..with me..
and..when u guys weren't there..i become so emo..
there will be no one to help me..and also..no one to stop me..

just like in the midnight..


i hate people..that act..in front of me..
if u dare to do..plz dare to recognize..
dont u ever act..it make me hate u so much..
acting for afraid others to scold u?
they wont scold u..cz u were dare to recognize..
u just need to apologize..and..no one will blame u anymore..

i love playing in the rain..
it can get me into insane.. 
and..nobody will know even i cry inside it..
those water wash out my tears..


i dont know why am i posting things like this..
maybe..is i want to shout out..to let everyone know..my feeling..?