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i am sorry..everyone..friends..teacher..
i did nothing right in my life..maybe there is..
but..i sure..i did many thing wrong before it..

my life..it is colorful? or..it is just in black and white..?

the time with u guys..was colorful..it sweet..
but it pass so fast..i cant even hold it tight..
i want the time with u guys become longer..
but i cant..i miss it..

the time i spend alone..in the midnight..was in black and white..
i can do whatever i want to do in midnight..
i shout in my heart..i cut..and i cry..in midnight..
midnight..i like it..coz..no one can stop me in doing anything..and..no one know..


i look happy..everyday..u know why?
cz..u guys were there..with me..
and..when u guys weren't there..i become so emo..
there will be no one to help me..and also..no one to stop me..

just like in the midnight..


i hate people..that act..in front of me..
if u dare to do..plz dare to recognize..
dont u ever act..it make me hate u so much..
acting for afraid others to scold u?
they wont scold u..cz u were dare to recognize..
u just need to apologize..and..no one will blame u anymore..

i love playing in the rain..
it can get me into insane.. 
and..nobody will know even i cry inside it..
those water wash out my tears..


i dont know why am i posting things like this..
maybe..is i want to shout out..to let everyone know..my feeling..?