sad..

what am i thinking? why? sad.. 
before this..the stupid brain was thinking about the future..
make me so sad..so emo..cz..i will lost my frenz..
those funny kind seniors will gone..of my world..

and now..it was thinking.. *i dont know how to say..dont like to talk about it also..* 
why..? why i started to dislike the others? 
why why why why why? can anyone tell me..? why???
i dont like it..dislike it..hate it..the feeling..
is that..their actions make me dislike them?
or i jealous? nothing to make me jealous what..i also have it what? 


they are my frenz..i cant think like that..cant for ever and ever..!!


is that they changed? or i am the one who changed? 
this is a sad world..full of lies..

is that no one is trust-able? i dont like family..so..dont talk about it..
frenz..teacher..why is there some frenz that tell those teacher about ur bad things?
i know..it is for my good.. but..sometimes..it is just too unnecessary..


even myself tell a lie..i told lies to myself..
to satisfy myself..make me dont be so sad..dont be so zi ze..

i din obey the promises..it may be hurt..
if u doesnt obey the promise that u make with someone..
the people might be up set with you..they might feel sad for it..


dont even try to promise someone if u not sure about it..ever..
if u like them..u love them..u dont want they get hurt..
plz..dont simply promise the others..for ur own good..for the others good..