today..i got so moody start from bi period..so bad mood..even fa pi qi when doing the english exercise..xhui n zaizai was sharing test book with me..paiseh and sorry arh if scared u 2..i din go down to chalet for joining boon and mun them when recess..i stay at the third storey..looking to chalet..so bad mood..chin hong them were keep trying make me laugh..i did..for a short while while chin hong singing " yi ge ren~gu dan dan~ " so funny..well..thx chin hong, bryan, zi yan, kean tong, ah 4 n more for keep cheering me..* rriiinnngg~ * bell rang and all people were starting to come up..grr..lolz..so many people come ask me " what happen to u? " while going up..err..i keep say nothing..no why..paiseh arh all..not i dont want to tell..is i duno why also..maybe my secret angel that protect me can tell u?i need..i need emily..i need emily to calm me down!!i wan e!!!i who also dont want!! [ jk..i want u all~i fair~flower heart also~ ] i sat at foong foong's place..i dont want to see any1..i dont want..for no reason..guys..sorry again..if my action hurt u all..so damn moody..so..i cut..again..damn it! i broke all my promise in 1 day!! i brought phone to school..i cut!! f*ck it..kid cant obey her promise..sad..ugrh..cut..with my fake name tag of TE..[ taman ehsan ]foong and cs2 was back..they saw me was sitting alone..come and ask why..just like others..erm..say word..nothing..continue cutting myself..OMG..now..i only realize..so many people care about me..[ i dont think got so many de lorh..inside those people even teacher O.O ]cs2 and foong was keeping holding the hand i cut..bla bla bla.."why u want cut?" "stop!" - skip - and..my hand starting to bleed..got some blood coming out adi..and..wth? who thats? it was ping..she start taking my pin from me *she use qiang de*.. haiz..give her barh..dont quarrel..she just worry about me..and..all people was starting to get around me..i think they try to calm me down..but..u guys make me felt so zi ze..so sorry..cz..i make u all worry..sorry guys..that why i cry..the reason..i think..sorry ping..boon..xhui..zaizai..siaw chin..henry..zhi jia..boon lim..mei ping..foong..poy..yoyoman..cs2..zhao sheng..zhen..weng keit..any1..every1..even teacher_cik azrina..lolz..funny joke.." eh..jangan bunuh diri larh..nak bunuh bunuh itu wong chee siong.. " [ pointing at cs2 ] sorry..i make u worry.. =[ the other reason..i make u all sad..the most was cs2..he cried for me..have little quarrel ping..ping..thx..for supporting me..for helping me..calming me down..even have quarrel with many people..calling them dont come near to me..i did calm down after u get the pin away from me..dont kacau me..sorry to make u quarrel with them..tears..what u make from?what the use of u?make people sad?make other worry about ur host?i saw boon and xhui took a pass and back..i think they just went to toilet or longgai wadever..coz..they look like nothing happen at all..laughin..
bell rang again..cs2 thx..thx for ur caring..but..i think i no need ur help for keeping my books to bag..i think i can do it myself..kh period now..it is so quite in bengkel..freaking hot there..pn.nor janah were teaching us how to measure how to gaji bla bla bla..all so diam..cz..cs2 and i just cried..all no mood i think..even poy, zhen, kim min was quite today..*gaji gaji gaji* [ i duno how write gaji geh sound ] and i start laughing..got reason de larh~dont think i siao plz~i saw that nor janah was like cartoon? so cute~!! cut cut cut..slow to normal..orang small small take a gergaji and gaji..*laughin sound..*and..cs2, ping was startin to talk : "nah..laugh adi lorh.." "haha..cut wood a little while then laugh" =] and..whole class start noisy xP cz..da 2C emo queen_me~happy adi~ [ perasan~k larh..the taukei bong zhu me~ ]bell rang~nvm~still got 1 period to play~start work~ xP and..1 girl come in..with a pass..2 slip..purple slip.. O.O OMG!! 99% find me..cz..xhui wasnt a trouble maker..boon wasnt in this class..it was me TT duno that girl how know is me de..straight in and give me the slip and pass..without calling me O.O k..go UBK..been call by pt = = she was chatting with me in the beginning just like a nothing happen..ask me how the pm teacher_encik saiful do when i back to class [ i keluar without pass to UBK for a long time..back without slip ] he did nothing xP just staring at me f3 my pro action~ xP then she in to her topic..u cut isnt it? *shock* how she know??how how how how how??? *keep quite..learn xhui..chen mo shi zhui hao de xuan zhe* but she was keep asking and i "ren bu zhu" look up..her eye..mother fker..dont look at me with those eye..eye attack!! my weakness f5 *lolz..erm..just available for some1 like e..other..dream barh..* er..she call me show her my hand..k..*show..close..*den she call me show the other hand..*show..close again..*hehe..i just cut left hand~cz right hand bu shun shou~bla bla bla..talk many..yaya..is care..but..reali is talk many marh..good that i in good mood adi..if no..wa..charm..cut more after back to bengkel? xP got gergaji there nia~sei pt..own say we cant force people..and she own force me..i dont answer then she say she gana call my parent come and ask them..deng..it was bcz i dont like them oni cut de lorh!! this pt force some more call me promise her cant cut adi..if no she gana call my parent.. = = k larh k larh..no cutting..on hand? xP neck barh~hand i cut 1 more straight line then got a "king" word adi~ xPneck mayb i cut very yeng 1? xP
k~i am a pro~~nothing..no emo back..no moody while back to bengkel~thx cs2 for help me kemas my thing.. =] back to bengkel..ask xhui is who port me de..she straight say is she and boon..*shock..nvm..* f7 for my good only..back home..open comp..view blog in midnite..saw zaizai blog..she say boon throw pass angrily when back to class.. =[ owh..i still stupid till thinkin she n xhui jz go out and longgai..too pure f3 cant blame me~kid marh~ xP ala..long adi.. @@ pro if u read till here..erm..how many time u use? xP tell me~haha..i think fast larh..those words just so simple..f3.. anyway..sorry every1 for making u all qorry.. =] OMG..so many thx and sorry here = = so polite..but got some bad words also xP haha..rude~
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